Floggers

My masturbation rule was taken away. Instead I just tell Him when I’ve masturbated. Although I’m a little glad the rule doesn’t exist anymore, it’s left me feeling a little bereft. But I’ve been given a task that I’m really excited about!

I have to make my own flogger.

Captain said He would prefer that over buying one–both for the artisanal and psychological factors. It would be a unique flogger. All my own. Putting effort and care into making something that will eventually inflict pain on me is causing very submissive feelings. Which I am quite enjoying as things have been a little too vanilla lately due to busy schedules.

Rather than spend a lot of money buying leather and suede online or in a craft store, I went to Goodwill today. I searched the skirts and pants and dresses, feeling the fabrics. I had to compare the leather and suede I found by feeling their thickness, flexibility, and imagining how it would feel to be whipped by each one. Standing in the store and fondling different clothing while daydreaming of being flogged got me excited. I cannot wait to make this flogger and present it to Him.


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